3rd June (Kidney Sample Results)

Salam semuanya.., Achu dah terima result dr kidney sample hari ni. Baru balik dari Ipoh Specialist 12 noon tadi. Syukur alhamdullillah, doa Achu di makbulkan Allah, Lupus yang Achu tanggung ni cuma di Tahap 2. Jadi, Achu akan continue ubat yang sama. Achu kena continue for the next 4 weeks before the next visit and see whether can reduce the intake. Sekarang ni Achu makan 3 biji @ 3x sehari disamping ubat-ubat lain untuk jantung, gastric dan supplement Vitamin D. And ubat antibody ni walaupun boleh reduce ke minimum 2 biji sehari pun masih kena ambil for at least the next 2 years. Tu pun belum tentu boleh stop terus sebab antibodi tu boleh active semula. Doktor sambung MC Achu sampai next Friday. Dia nak bg 2 minggu tapi Achu kata bagi seminggu dulu kalau tak larat Achu mintak lagi.

Rupa2nya kidney sample tu dia hantar ke UM and was analyzed by one of the professor there. Walaupun SLE Achu di Tahap 2, satu perkara at risk is buah pinggang Achu. Dari sample yang di ambil, looks like 40% dari fungsi buah pinggang Achu dah damage. 60 % saja yang boleh berfungsi dan yang 60% ni lah nak di jaga dan Achu kena discipline makan ubat and Insyaallah I will ensure that. I must avoid salty food and no junk food allowed….Hopefully boleh bertahan.

Achu masih lagi lemah coz my body now is fighting the disease. Percaya tak, gosok baju sehelai pun, penatnya macam cuci satu rumah. Dua hari lepas, Achu buat chicken chop, just a simple meal for 3, lepas siap, nak mandi, Achu kena mandi sambil duduk atas lantai bilik air. Penat nya bukan kepalang. Achu kena letak kerusi kat bilik air in case tak larat nak mandi sambil berdiri. Achu juga tak boleh berada di public places sbb antibody lemah. Tadi balik singgah Parkson pun dah rasa stuffy kat jantung and lungs walaupun org tak ramai kat mall tu.

Anyway….dear sisters you all jgn jealous yer… my latest weight now 51kg, waist line 34-28-36. Body yang Achu selalau impikan now become reality…tapi tak tahu lah berapa lama bertahan…sbb ubat yang Achu ambik ni ada steroid, and as my body fights the disease, Achu akan turn to be energetic dan selera makan akan increased…I will need a lot of effort to control my diet, not only for the figure but for the control of water retention as well. Kalau tak back to square one and we do not want that to repeat…

Achu dah registered at www.lupus.org website introduced by Acik. Very informative. Jimie, Angah, Ateh kalau nak tahu more about Lupus…pls by all means lawat lah website ni. You will know more about Lupus. Lupus boleh attack total 11 organ manusia and for me dia dah attacked my blood, kidney, lungs and jantung. Hopefully with the ubat and dgn izinNya, it will not attack the rest of my organs. And doctor kata benda ni dah ada lama dlm badan Achu and Achu tahu dah actually melalui pembacaan dlm website ni. Tapi sbb Lupus ni dia imitate/tiru penyakit2 lain jadi kita tak aware. Achu yakin arwah mak dulu pun pengidap SLE berdasarkan input2 yang arwah mak pernah share. Contohnya mak sakit sendi, tgn mak selalu cramp , ya mak ada tiroid tapi tiroid pun boleh berpunca dr SLE dan darah tinggi pun boleh caused from SLE. Tapi masa tu kita tak tahu about SLE jadi mak cuma dapat rawatan utk tiroid dan darah tinggi dan tak pernah di rawat for SLE. Achu yakin pasal ni. Tapi apa2 pun Allah lebih tahu.

Suka Achu nak ingat kan that so far no cure for Lupus, ia Cuma boleh kurang kan deterioration impact to the body.
Tapi kita tak boleh putus asa sbb Allah ada. Allah lebih tahu dan lebih berkuasa menentukan.

Achu pun tak boleh menulis lama2, kupik bawang contohnya..sebab nanti dia akan cramp. Semalam tiba2 jari telunjuk Achu jadi lurus sendiri and cramp…Achu cepat2 sapu minyak angin and kembang kuncup kan jari..utk hilangkan cramp means long distance drive pun tak leh…bahaya.

With all the difficulties….actually Achu redha, sebab Achu yakin akan ada hikmah disebalik semua ni …ini Achu memang yakin….

Okaylah…Achu pun dah penat ni menaip…kang cramp pulak he he…

Achu lupa nak snap gambar , Kiki pun malas nak layan Achu utk snap gambar & bapa dia lak tgh belayar…demam sikit tu..I better stay away from him.

Okay…wassalam….miss you all.